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Hey Jake, Episode 3 of the US cast isn't showing up in iTunes. Jus' sayin'.

I love the look of suppressed, surprised joy on Nach's face. Just fantastic. EDIT: I think there's actually a startling resemblance here...

Jake 'It's My Birthday on Halloween, Bitches' Video Games Rodkin. What a guy. Happy Birthday!

where is this forum's like button

So I just found out that my University lecturer's cousin is Ewan McGregor. And his dad is Denis Lawson - aka this guy http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Denis_Lawson - today suddenly got AWESOME.

I am so freaking excited for this. /gtafanboy

This is precisely what made me depressed earlier this year.

I know it's all ridiculous, and I know you all think I'm a whiny teenager, but unfortunately that doesn't change the way I feel right now. ie. bad.

Woah woah woah wait. Whoever said anything about dumb?

Yup, these are true things.

Oh, you're not the only person to have suggested this to me. I'm just a weak, small-minded, ignorant asshole. But mostly I'm weak

Aye, I know and agree with the latter part. I'm actually making a conscious effort to not talk to her right now myself - ignoring Twitter, instagram, and not texting her. If she were to text me, I'd reply of course - I'm no asshole - but I'm trying to do this to get over her and move on. Not entirely sure whether it's working or not, to be honest.

So communication has now completely broken down/disappeared between myself and the girl I mentioned a couple pages back. This makes me sad, but I guess it's a longer game? Pratfalls in the short term can lead to good things in the long, aye?

I'm ready whenever!

So now she's talking to me normally, almost like nothing happened. what.

I wouldn't say I'm totally devastated or anything - just really, very bummed.

Heh, yeah. I'm sure it can't have just been that though.

I feel like I'm the lead character in one of those movies: "I keep thinking about what I could've done differently." "If only I could go back and..."

I'm actually 18, which I believe is legal everywhere. On the one hand, I understand why she's upset. She confided in me certain personal things, and she believes I wasn't truthful with her. That would upset anybody. On the other hand, I never lied - she knew it was possibility that I was younger than her (I reminded her many times myself). The only reason I didn't say it flat-out straight away was because she'd told me that she would feel weird liking a younger guy (the difference is just two years, btw), and I'd hoped that by the time I told her, she'd be able to look past it. Right now, she doesn't seem to be wanting to talk to me. I'm hoping it passes - if nothing else, I don't want to lose a good friend over something like this.

Stupidly (as they only give you a machine gun) yes.

She is genuinely lovely, though. Probably feels like I betrayed her trust/confidence, and... Oh god, I don't even know.

Turns out that my problem was hiding the fact that I'm younger than her. She now won't talk to me at all. This makes me horrendously sad.

I think my problem is that I'm myself way too quickly.

It's kinda a long story, and I suddenly feel like that facebook douche who posts "Oh man I'm feeling so down." only to receive a reply: "What's up dude?" and then respond with "Nah don't want to talk about it." Basically though, long story short: I like a lady who lives an awful long way away. We hung out over the weekend, and I had a swell time. However, being the emotional wreck I am, I'm now paranoid that (and I should mention here that she's previously admitted to liking me) I ruined things by being my own-gosh-darned self. I say 'ruined things', but it's all kinda impossible anyway because there will be several more hundred miles between us when I head to Uni in less than a week. So yeah, couple things: 1) I'm terrible at this sort of thing and 2) I get /way/ too emotionally attached /way/ too quickly. I don't necessarily need advice or anything, I guess I just need an outlet.

So fuck Cupid.