GraysonEvans

I think nick has suffered his greatest lost, who will dou que in Starcraft 2 with him now?

I hope I didn't come off like a jerk in my last post

I dunno wanna stir the pot or anything but both sean and jake had made many mentions on twitter that chris was sarah's bf. All the time, like I thought everyone knew? I knew and I was like "damn, they are a cute couple"

Has no one mentioned Far Cry 2 yet? really? hmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm

they have the right to make it, we have the right to tell them to fuck off.

Well to be fair Brekon may have let the cat out of the bag.

I think musicians do this really well, there are a lot of folk artists that just make music with the tools given to them. i.e. The Lumineers, Milk Cartoon Kids etc.

Good thing I live in Vancouver, Canada

not well, I took like 5 Valium and crank a shit ton of rum and ended up in the hospital. But it was a wake up call

Sometimes I go on walks and I don't know if I will ever make it back

I spent have been severely depressed for nine years. At this point I don't see why I should keep going, I feel like I am wasting everyone's time. I moved 1100 km in a last act of desperation and things have gotten worse. I was given Ativan for my panic attacks but it's stop being effective and I am now 300$ in debt after being sent to the hospital from work. I just don't want to live.

this was a bad place to talk about this, I made a stupid mistake.

when I was in 6th grade a girl walked up to me and asked "ugh, why don't you just kill yourself already?" since then I have been asking myself the same thing about five times a day. She ended the conversation with "no one likes you", her social skills were impeccable.

I have been practicing pixel art for Game Dev reasons and this is where I am at right now. not sure if it's good or not. In fact I think it looks off in some way I can't quite pin.

The games I have made and continue to work on are so far pretty simple. I am not a programmer by trade so mechanically all my games are very simple. But I like telling a story and exploring things with in my self that I have trouble talking about. I guess the thing I have troubles with is commitment, I start working on a project and it is really bad and not fun or interesting and I get discouraged and throw it away. I guess if I just keep chipping away at it and understand that it won't be exactly as I pictured it, at least it will be done and given the proper time that it needs.

Interesting, well I am happy to be on that list. Seeing first hand what the damage GG has done to some people I really care about drives me up the fucking wall. I can safely say without remorse : Fuck GG and all those that still take part.

I was recently put on a SJW Block List apparently, not sure where this list is or why they think I should be on it. GamerGate is still super gross and at this point needs to die. As far as I can tell the only people still championing the GamerGate name are people who are looking to gain from having new "fans".

I find that my fear stems from the fact that I have been lucky enough to fall into some exclusive social circle and it's a lot of pressure. Lot's of talented people in arms reach and I don't think I belong

Crypt of the necro dancer Shovel Night Shadow of Mordor (I guess) these games are good in 2014

I would say if you really want to learn taking lessions is super helpful (but only if 1 on 1) I also took three years of guitar in highschool and it was not super helpful, the only skill I really learned was being consistent which is something I could have learned on my own

I have collected a small group of followers, but they are all super talented and I feel like if I tweet something I am actively making them hate me.

Anyone else have trouble with social media? anytime I open twitter I want to burst into tears.

I feel like my last post may come off really mean, I envy Dan in a lot of ways. He is pretty much the polar opposite of me. I dunno, sorry guys.

at this point Dan just upsets me, it isn't funny anymore. It's fine that he wants to live this life style but he refuses to consider anyone else. When asked "what if you didn't want that?" he always responds "but I don't". I am not trying to say he is a bad person but he has really affected my enjoyment of Giant Bomb. Mortgages aren't that hard to understand. I am sorry. But Dan please, just please.

I have been playing guitar for seven years and practicing one bridge of a song is how you get better, start slow until you are consistent then get faster and faster. Does rocksmith teach chords?