GraysonEvans

I dunno if this appropriate but I am just gonna leave this here : http://crashpadseries.com/ Edit: It's rad queer porn, NSWF

here is the only time I have ever been good at Counter Strike. Which is never

Thanks I am super bad at writing but I want to be honest with it, going to be writing about my life as well. I think it's a good way to talk about games, making games and everything that surrounds it.

I edited the original post with the link. sorry guys.

Here is my poorly put together tumblr, I am making a video game a week and I post the game as well as a poorly written post mortem about the game. This week is my first week, hope you guys enjoy. Pfft I am super dumb here is the link: http://gaysonevans.tumblr.com/

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So I was playing last night and found myself in an interesting situation. I was tracking down one of the higher ups when I ran into one of his body guards, we started fighting and things were not going my way. But then one of those big dogs came out of no where and killed him, as this was happening another body guard showed up. A few seconds later the captain I was tracking showed up too and both were immediately killed by the dog.

What do you guys think of games as self expression? I have made four games, each taking me a few days. I made them to express some feelings that I had been having that I found were hard to talk about. For example, I made a twine game about how I am in love with my friend : http://graysoneevans.itch.io/before-you-leave Should games be about mechanics, systems and narrative? or can their be room for self expression?

I am not sure why you can't download it, that isn't something I can fix I don't think. I guess it's worth mentioning these are only for windows

Wow clyde! thanks for all this feed back, to be honest I made these in a very short amount of time and wasn't sure if anyone would really get them. I only started making games two weeks ago so these are kinda of like sketches, well more accurately they are a way for me to work through my feelings. I had a bunch of other mechanics in mind for It's Cold By The Sea but realized really fast I am bad at programming. KYS is actually something I made a few nights ago because I was having an anxiety attack and needed to work through it. I am super happy you enjoyed them <3

Heyo everyone, I make a lot of small games. They are usually about my feelings and are not very good. If any one is interested here is my itch.io page : http://graysoneevans.itch.io/ All of my games are free.

This isn't something I have told a lot of people but you guys make me feel very safe so I thought I would share my story. I spent years confused about my sexuality, I knew I liked women but there was always a lingering feeling of attraction when I looked at other men and that scared me. I grew up in a very christian family, went to summer camps where I was told being gay was a sin and they were so aggressive about their vitriol that one of the campers in my camper tried to steal one of the canoe and run away. So I spent years trying to figure it out and feel okay about my feelings until I started listening Idle thumbs. After about a year of listening I decided to put a face to the voices and looked up the Thumbs twitters, the first person I looked up was Sean and immediately was taken aback. For the first time in a long time I was attracted to another man in such a strong way but I was completely okay with it. I proceeded to look up everyone else and spent the next four hours looking at multiple pictures of Jake Rodkin. The final piece of the puzzle was when Tone Control started coming out and I had multiple dreams of going on a coffee shop date with Steve Gaynor. So basically I was super confused until I saw how attractive Idle thumbs was and I knew I was attracted to men. Thanks guys.

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Man hearing me email read was the best <3

Like, if you want to be an ally, ask how you can help. Don't assume that the act of trying to help is always 100% beneficially. Being an ally means understanding that none of this is about you.

hugs to all <3

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wow what? I haven't listened it yet!!

David Mitchell is currently doing an AMA if anyone is interested http://www.reddit.com/r/books/comments/2gkfa9/i_am_novelist_david_mitchell_ama/

I think so, like, I like it a lot. Though I think something to remember is just because you claim to be an ally doesn't always mean you are actually acting like one.More often then not you could be actually making it worse.

my observations on being an adult at 20 are: 1) it is super hard 2) other adults still like to treat me like a child regardless of my responsibility's or maturity. 3) ugh

What is the one thing that you think molded you into the person you are now? I grew up with a single mom and a tough welsh grandmother who constantly drilled into me that everyone is a person and deserves respect. My mom also played me an album every night and on long road trips called "Free to be you and me" from 1974 which included such classes and it also opened with Anyways I think these things made me who I am today.

oh man newgrounds

I was really into the timone and pumba game you got with cereal in early 2000

I think its safe for all of us to say that we want to date drew, he is the most interesting man in the game industry.