Welp, I finally feel bad enough about lurking that I'll come out of my hole and talk about random junk, lucky you guys, right? So I'm at a really weird place in my life right now. I'm working through the last semester as a physics undergrad, and I've finally made it to the point where I feel like I'm going to make it through successfully. This is made especially weird since I was actually supposed to graduate over a year ago but failed 3 classes in the last semester and was forced to take a year off saving money. I'm at this point where I'm genuinely within reach of something I've been working towards since forever, and I can't even feel good about it. I've been in a pseudo panic state for the last month because I have a billion things due on the 24th, and now that I have it under control, just feel exhausted. All I want is for this to end so I can just do nothing and decompress for a couple weeks.